MoVinG!

Hey You Guys!

Yep well, i've had some heck tick weeks! Dunno bout you guys coz you NEVA post! Anyway, most of my stuff is up whoop whoop and i'm home finally for a while b4 i make the BIG leave.. I can't wait to sleep in tomorrow morning!

For those of you i havent talked to in ages... i have been bouncing back n forth from qld for the last 5 weeks now.. or is it 6? my head hurts and i have no stuff any more.. the only thing i got down here is a car n clothes.. which is fantastic i can tell ya! i'm thinkin i mite buy a teddy bear.. i'm missin mine!

Well i've got 3 weeks at home then yeh a long 34 hour drive which puts me 3123km away from home :(

I think thats all the news i have.. talk soon

cheers george

B There! Or Else!

All the goss you need to know to rock up to this GOING AWAY PARTY!!

Where: My mums place.. just outta Holefield.. Go Through Heyfield towards Taralgon.. Over Rainbow Bridge and mums driveway is on the corner, first right.... at the sale turn off (if that helps)

When: Friday the 11th of November.. From 8pm till wheneva...

Why: Because I'm Leaving you all for good! .. Kidding! will b bak for holz etc..

How: By drinking lots and lots n lots of alco-ma-hole!

& What: you'll need to bring some sleepin stuff (if staying... have heaps of room)... AND GROG..(hey i'm payin for the mini bus!)

No presents! I can't go lugging junk all over the country now can I??

Now you all had heaps of warning..cough 4 weeks cough.. No Excuses!.. cept those deciding to go to Tammie's thingy (Sorry Tam but i organised mine first)

Thinkin That'll Do.. Buzz me if ya need more info.. 0439366312 ..ps i dont answer private numbas!

Differences

Shit ey? So many things are going on.. its getting hard to keep track.. i was thinkin if i wrote/typed it would help clear my head as i cant seem to think straight lately...

Whats happened so far:

Troy had a motorbike accident

Robbie, Julie and Pauline had their 18th birthdays

Skule lessons have finished for good

Ash my bro came down from Brissy

Whats yet to come:

Exams

This weekend.. troys mates are comin down n we're all goin camping

Ash leavin

Troy goin back to work

At the moment I am completely stressed out..

Troy n I have been fighting like cat n dog non-stop since he has been home.. i gather its because i got my rags n he's frustrated coz he cant move.. we're both on a knifes edge n taking it out on each other.. its great...

exams arent bothering me..yet..

Ash drove me nuts n still is... he used me the arsehole.. i got a call saying he had to get home quick like today n so i organised that... the reason it had to be soo right then was becoz he was having problems with his girlfriend.. then what do you no shes coming down too! But wait ash couldnt afford to get down here by himself so i paid for everthing n then hey all of a sudden he has money.. wtf??...

Cant wait for this weekend... not ... one of troys friends told my lil bro to get fucked and fuck off.. i was not impressed as you can imagine but wat is worse is that he wont say sorry or even admit he did somethin wrong.. grr... I am so getting drunk n atempting to smash his face..(hes bigger then me but meh..)

I gotta ring my mum.. i havent talked to her in a long while which proberly isnt good.. i miss her..

Guilt.. yep i can say that i'm feeling that.. most of the people who read this will no that i keep my word no matter what.. its just who i am.. troy crashed the same day as a huge double 18th which i was s'posed to organise the music for.. mind u troy crashed into the dj for the nite.. so afta stopping everythin to go pik up troy from briag because his mum JUST couldnt wait for him to take to hospital with scott who was obviously more important... both boyz dont have ambulance cover.. so I rushed troi to hospital to discover he has kidney damage and a broken back.. scott has a broken leg.. that shits me that does..

Then finding out that the music couldnt happen unless i did somethin.. i left the hospital n organised what i could.. got the stereo system set up n running by 6pm which was great except i couldnt get a lift back to the hospital before 8pm which is when they shut the doors

........ so i got drunk off my tree.. "Seriously GREAT Party Guys!".......

anywho i get back to troy n get backlash off his family for not being at the hospital.. excellent just what i need.. a hangova with a dose of guilt...

Next thing that ruined my level of hope, happiness and generally well being would of course be my older sibling ASHLEY.. he just would not quit.. he just had to rub everythin in my face n worst of all he woodnt leave.. i finally had this huge blue with him that troy walked into and got them to leave.. I hope his palne crashes n he burns in hell.. i neva want a family member to use me like that eva again the abusing cunt..

Beta Note:

PAULINE I OWE YOU A TATOO!! After english exam or somethin it WILL HAPPEN..

umm thats bout it for now

catch ya later

george

...LIFE...

Good news and bad

The Good news:

There is 4 weeks left of revision then 3 weeks of exams, one week of freedom, validictory,muck-up day, schoolies and that is the end of schooling! (for 2 years, then uni)

More good news: i have a job! and it pays realli well like $24 an hour! I can not wait! I start the end of January nxt yr so i can spend xmas down here which brings me to my bad news...

The Bad News:

My job is up in Port Douglas, an hour up from Cairns in QLD... which means u will ALL have to come up & visit me 4 sure! I'm a gonna miss everyone sooo much.... you guys dont realise how much u mean to me... u no i'm not a huggy, talkative, friendly sort of person but i no u guys r always there to hold my hand when i need it, as i am for u & that we will always will b friends.. or so i hope... Everyone of u will b welcome in my home and i will b quite happy for u to come up for a tanning session! mind the croc's of course...

Its a bit depressing having to leave friends and family behind and i honestly dont no how ash (my bro) did it... depending on how troi go's with his job hunt (he got fired last wednesday) he is gonna join me later nxt year hopefully! but if not thats ok coz i will spend all my holz down home so we have a good excuse to get plastered!

I was thinking of organising lil address books so that everyone knows where everyone lives n their numbas n stuff so that we dont have an excuse not to stay in contact! that includes every in skule n out understand! I'm holding a goin away party too which will b afta exams some time, i think it will b for everyone not just me coz we are all going away in a sense...

I know half the stuff that i have typed wont make sense but i'm all tied up with emotion and this is all coming out in a rush so plz forgive me... i think i will leave this post with a happy cheers before i get into anythin deeper...

So CHEERS Guys!

Thanx for listening those who do and i'll catch ya nxt time!

George

Fansinating

What is the go with peoples fancination with things that are different? And how come they don't respect other peoples boundries on these 'different' things? For example, i got my eyebrow pierced n most give the thumbs up where others ask stupid questions- "how come its so low? are you getting another one above it?, did it hurt?" What the fuck? Go get one yourself u freak n find out that way!

Most of the time i dont have a problem with it coz its usually ppl i no closely n no i'm not tryin to b offensive when i dont answer their sometimes idiotic questions. They know me.

Next is my tat..omg wat a big issue that is... when i first got it i showed a few ppl but soon got sik of that n now wont show ne1...wat i dont understand is y ppl take offence when i refuse to show them... hello its my body n u need to respect that (boundries)

Yes i no its exciting n i no i'm not the only one to have one but that doesnt obligate me to show u, no matter who u r.

Its shocking how ppl think they have to see something and even go to others for help to have the ability to see it. Today it really bugged me especially n i dont no y.

Jackie van asked if i had a tat n i said yes n then she asked to see n i said no n then she asked y not? ''is on my bum or something n i said no. Meanwhile peddles interrupted n asked if i have a tat n then asked where it was n i jokingly said it was on my foot, not and nicole asked me if it hurt on my foot n i said i dont have a tat on my foot n she went nuts. i dont think i was being nasty or rude but i did speak very quickly but still she had no rite to go mental, of course i walked off. Bell goes n we go back to the common room where nicole n kobi had been dicussing me n my tat- kobi asked if i had a tat i said very nicely yes n then she asked to see it which i new she was gonna ask and i said no in my disbelief voice. she took offence n started yellin stuff which i ignored n kept going.

But it really did bug me that ppl take offence when refused something personal.

2nd bitch for the day, I can't find my damn sunnies! then i remembered i lent them to gus ages ago when he had his vr/vn wateva it was and didnt get them bak, n now he is denying that he has them! Now thats NOT wat i wood call a barrel of fun...

Other then those 2 things i guess homeworks starting to b a big issue, i got sooo much, but its all good, i have a hungry dog, ha ha ha

always

george

Ehuh....?

Well its offical, (cough) my symptoms suggest a respiratory tract illness(eww green stuff).... big words for a BIG FAT COLD! it sucks.... n it is the reason i am not at skule today or tomorrow for that fact. (blows nose) I'm so sik i can hardly stay awake. i think i will go n curl up on the couch...

cheers (sniffles)

george

How Will I Cope?

I have NEVA been SO BORED in my life! I hate skule, damn teachers take damn days off n cancel damn classes so i dont have a damn thing to damn do! God Damn It! STUPIDS I says!

enough of being childish, i have to get a job. :-( (NNNNN0000000000000ooooooooooooo........! says my inner voice) wat the? where were u wen i got my eyebrow pierced? (i thought'd it look good) oh great now my inner voice is rebelous! did u hear wat mum said?! neva there wen i need u... (not my fault, u blocked me out remember) thanx 4 reminding me......

I'm so happy! i got my car! Yay! 92 camry, white auto! its awesome! U gotta come c! I got a car! I'm so excited! I'm gonna drive here and i'm gonna drive there n i'm gonna drive back here b4 i driver over there n then i'll go bak to there b4 comin here one last time! YEH YEH!

If i dont have something to do when skule finishes i think i will go insane.... not just light insaneness but that heavy stuff that takes ova the mind.... JERRY JERRY JERRY.... omg its happening now... Help Me Doctor Phil.... its fading in n out, what do i do?!... M*A*S*H (tune plays in head).... Struggling to stay in control.... Oprah Winfrey's Spring Special.... pushing stop button now..... . . . did it work?... . . . I think it did... 'there was a man do de dit do who killed anotha man do de dit do.... oh god i'm havin flash backs of lil britian!...

A few hours later...

I have regained control, i had the wrong remote u c mine is blue not grey, troi's fault he's colour blind..ha ha ha

i reckon i could b a comedian if i wasnt so shy, i hate stages n audiences, i go red in the face its horrible

i think thats enough of random thoughts.

George